After mellbourne I’m going to nuckle down and set everything thats wrong in my life right. I want to be happy with the life I’m living not just deal with it cause it is what it is. I want to study at a place I love and work towards a career I would enjoy. I just want to begin my life and know its going somewhere not that I’m wasting it.

I  mean.

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I know what the main is that makes me unhappy. I’ve thought and thought.

It’s my relationships, or lack of.

Having friends aroun me that make me laugh and I can rely on too txt me and just talk or ask me too hang out with them.

Apart from lindsay, <3. I don’t really have any good friends anymore and its hard cause I need them right now the most and they just don’t exist anymore.

Depends on how I feel I guess.

I generally have green tea for breakfast

fruit and nuts or a sandwich for lunch

whatever for dinner, mushrooms vegies. Whatever I feel like really.

haha no.

I eat alot of crap really.

But I really like mandarines, they make you poop alot.